Have rewatched. My soul is a little less broken? I smiled when Cas gave his "I won" speech, so that felt good. The horror in my heart was mixed with a bit of the old familiar body-wrenching desire and glee. I'm getting there. I'll get past this.
So now I'm going to bed, but first I have to say my prayers.
Our Cas, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy rapture come, thy face be worshipped, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily Cas, and forgive us our flailing as we forgive those who flail against us, and lead us not into hellatus, but deliver us from heartbreak. For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever. Amen.

So now I'm going to bed, but first I have to say my prayers.
Our Cas, who art in Heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy rapture come, thy face be worshipped, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily Cas, and forgive us our flailing as we forgive those who flail against us, and lead us not into hellatus, but deliver us from heartbreak. For thine is the kingdom, the power, and the glory, forever and ever. Amen.
