i should sleep

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...but I've been working on femgenficathon.  Guys, I can no longer lie to myself - I am writing Twilight fic, and I am enjoying it mightily.  Except I'm at 700+ words and Renesmee hasn't even become a hunter yet (and HOW that's going to happen I have no idea) and I still haven't decided if she's going to meet Sam and Dean or anyone else from the show.  Also I sort of want to have a ridiculously cracky ending in which she shoots Jacob with a silver bullet, but I don't think I can do that.  But right now she's just sitting around with her college friends flipping back and forth between hating her family and loving them, and I don't even know.  Trying to make Bella seem at all sympathetic from a character voice that is basically my very poorly disguised personal thoughts about Twilight...is difficult, to say the least.  But the whole point of the ending of Breaking Dawn is that they all live happily ever after as the perfect family so I guess Ren has to like her family at least a little.  Maybe she'll just meet up with Jo and they can talk about how they hate their moms even though they really love them?  Except by the time Renesmee's however old she is, Jo's dead. STUPID EVIL KRIPKE, ARGH.

Soccer in 6 hours.  I really should sleep, probably.

Maybe Renesmee can meet Clairestiel! Hmmmmm.